I Had Another Birthday

By Kendra Holliday | March 30, 2017

I’ve been flitting around so much tying men up and sticking things up their bums and torturing balls, I haven’t had a chance to write much. I miss writing! I have so much I want to share and process.

But in the meantime, I enjoyed a candlelit bath.

So fresh and so clean!

Water is female energy, so ritual cleansing is a great way to counter balance all the male energy I deal with.

Yin – female, water, moon, mysterious

Yang – male, fire, sun, overt

Bathing in warm water is like being back in the womb, so pure and comforting. Speaking of, have you tried FLOATing yet? Sensory deprivation chamber. Very meditative, like getting a massage without being touched. I’ve done it three times, and each experience is different. I’ve fallen asleep, had mild hallucinations, sorted thoughts, escaped from reality…

In my happy place

I cropped this pic for my Twitter avatar, too bad the lighting isn’t great and it’s blurry, but I still like it!


I have a pro photoshoot scheduled next month with Carrie Meyer of Insomniac Studios. My friend wryly commented that the name is appropriate for me (I have wicked insomnia). Hope I get enough beauty sleep before the shoot!

I added smiley faces to this shot so I can post it on facebook


I kind of like it better with the smiley face bikini – what do you think?


I love my 44 year old birthday suit!



Santa 2017-03-30 16:09:49

very beautiful!


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