By Kendra Holliday | November 29, 2013 at 11:31 am
Yesterday, I had one of the best Thanksgivings ever.
I got to spend it blissfully alone.
Years ago, I had a solitary Thanksgiving where I stayed in bed all day and read a pile of glossy magazines and ate whatever I wanted, and it was indulgently awesome. But that time, I was renting a room in someone’s house, and this time, I got to spend it in my very own house, which made it even better.
My daughter was with her dad celebrating a traditional Thanksgiving, and my partner was out of town with his family, also celebrating traditionally.
I almost never get time to myself, and I’m always driving around everywhere. Ugh, I hate driving! Day job, two appointments or events a night, having a kid, dating multiple people – phew! As an introvert who chooses to engage in many extroverted activities, I sometimes fantasize about being a shut-in.
What would you do if you had an entire day to yourself and could do whatever you wanted?
Here is what I did.
I slept in. I lounged in bed. I wore mismatched comfy clothes and had B.O.
I did NOT allow myself to reply to any emails or do ANY work. I forced myself to take a break. Lately, my inbox has been like a bunch of wolves howling at the moon. And I am the moon.
The one email I did write was to my partner. I sent it to him early morning. It was a long list of gratitude / things I love about him. Such as:
- you turned me onto GoT even though it is gross, dark and scary. But it is awesome.
- you remind me of King Robert, Ned Stark, and Kol Drogo, and even Tyrion! but not Jaime or Theon
- your magnificent beard
- your magnificent confidence
- you don’t mind me fucking other men
- you can dig my cuckquean fetish
- you spank so well
- you make me FEEL…
I pulled a dusty old external hard drive out of the basement and went through it. I found all kinds of pictures I forgot about!
Here are pics from a Glitter Party.
I don’t even know who that guy is.
Holy shit I look like my baby sis in this pic! I don’t remember the woman behind me, but I know we made out that night.
Here’s an old shot of me posing in a cemetery – it was November and freezing!
and here’s a pic of me in Hawaii with sharks. That Hawaii trip was such a random blip on my life map. It really is paradise there.
I enjoyed three masturbation sessions throughout the day.
One time I got off using my hand and lube, reading Literotica. This incest fantasy about a Dad and his two daughters is well-written and super hot.
Another time I got off using this extra special attachment head for the Hitachi Magic Wand:
I browsed one of my favorite Tumblrs by my friend Buddha – it’s called Infinite Ache. It has a tone I adore – one of classiness, of filth, of male Dominant energy and gorgeous female submissiveness. THIS James Deen porn clip is what did it for me. It captures so well what so many women want – EVERYTHING. Tenderness, passion, to be taken, the sweet, the raunchy… swoon! OMG I came HARD! My partner asked me to record it for him, so I did.
But wait, there’s more! I had time to browse the internet and be on facebook and catch up on the links I’ve been wanting to check out and have been stashing like a squirrel.
I enjoyed everyone’s warm, fuzzy, positive posts. This one was my favorite!
Video from KarmaTube
I ordered some Demeter fragrances – they have great fun flavors like Sushi, Riding Crop, Firefly, Humidor, Thunderstorm… I had to check out Pizza!
I took a walk in my neighborhood. It was a beautiful day. Everything was still and peaceful, save the occasional burst of joy coming from houses full of family and food.
I flopped down in a pile of weeds like it was a nest and stared up at the blue sky and a fragrant pine tree swaying in the breeze.
I watched GoT. I’m re-watching Season 1 and reading Book 3.
I watched TED talks.
I put on music and danced around the house. I also organized the heck out of several drawers, found things I forgot about, purged, appreciated.
I ate a lovely little candlelit dinner from Treehouse – roasted “duck” seitan with kimchi and sticky rice. And dark beer!
I had so much time to reflect and think and reminisce and take inventory of my life. I recharged my battery.
I took a hot grapefruit bubble bath and put on fresh comfy clothes and snuggled up in bed and my cats smothered me.
Meanwhile, my partner had a full day with family, then went on a date with a woman I haven’t met. They had a nice, sexy time.
Today, I’m picking up my daughter and visiting friends open houses. Then I get to spend tonight with my partner. I get so horny whenever he gets with someone else! I look forward to feeling his warmth and reconnecting.
It’s so nice to have balance in your life and a time for solitude, and a time for gathering.
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