Thanksgiving Day

By Kendra Holliday | November 29, 2013 at 11:31 am

Roasted seitan

Roasted seitan

Yesterday, I had one of the best Thanksgivings ever.

I got to spend it blissfully alone.

Years ago, I had a solitary Thanksgiving where I stayed in bed all day and read a pile of glossy magazines and ate whatever I wanted, and it was indulgently awesome. But that time, I was renting a room in someone’s house, and this time, I got to spend it in my very own house, which made it even better.

My daughter was with her dad celebrating a traditional Thanksgiving, and my partner was out of town with his family, also celebrating traditionally.

I almost never get time to myself, and I’m always driving around everywhere. Ugh, I hate driving! Day job, two appointments or events a night, having a kid, dating multiple people – phew! As an introvert who chooses to engage in many extroverted activities, I sometimes fantasize about being a shut-in.

What would you do if you had an entire day to yourself and could do whatever you wanted?

Here is what I did.

I slept in. I lounged in bed. I wore mismatched comfy clothes and had B.O.

I did NOT allow myself to reply to any emails or do ANY work. I forced myself to take a break. Lately, my inbox has been like a bunch of wolves howling at the moon. And I am the moon.

The one email I did write was to my partner. I sent it to him early morning. It was a long list of gratitude / things I love about him. Such as:

- you turned me onto GoT even though it is gross, dark and scary. But it is awesome.

- you remind me of King Robert, Ned Stark, and Kol Drogo, and even Tyrion! but not Jaime or Theon

- your magnificent beard

- your magnificent confidence

- you don’t mind me fucking other men

- you can dig my cuckquean fetish

- you spank so well

- you make me FEEL…


I pulled a dusty old external hard drive out of the basement and went through it. I found all kinds of pictures I forgot about!

Here are pics from a Glitter Party.

Pretty in Pink

Pretty in Pink

I don’t even know who that guy is.

Party in Pink

Party in Pink

Holy shit I look like my baby sis in this pic! I don’t remember the woman behind me, but I know we made out that night.

Here’s an old shot of me posing in a cemetery – it was November and freezing!

Goth naked

Goth naked

and here’s a pic of me in Hawaii with sharks. That Hawaii trip was such a random blip on my life map. It really is paradise there.



I enjoyed three masturbation sessions throughout the day.

One time I got off using my hand and lube, reading Literotica. This incest fantasy about a Dad and his two daughters is well-written and super hot.

Another time I got off using this extra special attachment head for the Hitachi Magic Wand:

This is my favorite Hitachi attachment!

This is my favorite Hitachi attachment!

I browsed one of my favorite Tumblrs by my friend Buddha – it’s called Infinite Ache. It has a tone I adore – one of classiness, of filth, of male Dominant energy and gorgeous female submissiveness. THIS James Deen porn clip is what did it for me. It captures so well what so many women want – EVERYTHING. Tenderness, passion, to be taken, the sweet, the raunchy… swoon! OMG I came HARD! My partner asked me to record it for him, so I did. :)

And then the last time was at bedtime, with one of my yoni eggs inside while gobbling up my friend’s cuckqueaning tumblr – mmmm! We share the same fetish!

But wait, there’s more! I had time to browse the internet and be on facebook and catch up on the links I’ve been wanting to check out and have been stashing like a squirrel.

I enjoyed everyone’s warm, fuzzy, positive posts. This one was my favorite!

Written and produced by Nimo Patel and Daniel Nahmod.

Video from KarmaTube

I ordered some Demeter fragrances – they have great fun flavors like Sushi, Riding Crop, Firefly, Humidor, Thunderstorm… I had to check out Pizza!

I took a walk in my neighborhood. It was a beautiful day. Everything was still and peaceful, save the occasional burst of joy coming from houses full of family and food.

I flopped down in a pile of weeds like it was a nest and stared up at the blue sky and a fragrant pine tree swaying in the breeze.

I watched GoT. I’m re-watching Season 1 and reading Book 3.

I napped.

I watched TED talks.

I put on music and danced around the house. I also organized the heck out of several drawers, found things I forgot about, purged, appreciated.

I ate a lovely little candlelit dinner from Treehouse – roasted “duck” seitan with kimchi and sticky rice. And dark beer!

I had so much time to reflect and think and reminisce and take inventory of my life. I recharged my battery.

I took a hot grapefruit bubble bath and put on fresh comfy clothes and snuggled up in bed and my cats smothered me.

Meanwhile, my partner had a full day with family, then went on a date with a woman I haven’t met. They had a nice, sexy time.

Today, I’m picking up my daughter and visiting friends open houses. Then I get to spend tonight with my partner. I get so horny whenever he gets with someone else! I look forward to feeling his warmth and reconnecting.

It’s so nice to have balance in your life and a time for solitude, and a time for gathering.

Spread the Love!


Buddha 2013-11-29 23:25:49

I went out to dinner. Had turkey, prime rib, stuffing, and good wine. It was a feast. The dessert, however, was definitely the best… something I wouldn’t get to taste until I got home. Hours later, sitting back on the leather chair, my feet kicked up on the ottoman… I grabbed my phone and opened the text message from you. I must have played that clip a dozen times… again and again and again. You weren’t the only one who came hard.

Thanks for the Thanksgiving greeting! :)


    Kendra Holliday 2013-11-30 08:34:53

    I know that’s right!!! Thanks for all the great newsletters!


Ekrem 2013-11-30 02:33:09

Kendra, this Thanksgiving, the first after my graduation, I am debating very important decisions in my life. I am even considering leaving the country for indefinite time. This made me looked back at my life, and you were the only one, one of the kind “THE BEAUTIFUL KIND”, real friend in my life that makes me feel honored to say to; “Thank You”, this Thanksgiving.
This is the real meaning of Thanksgiving!!!!


    Kendra Holliday 2013-11-30 08:34:13

    Dear Ekrem, nice to hear from you. Congratulations on graduation! I wish you the best in the next chapter of your life – I am excited for you. The world is your oyster! Your friend, Kendra


Sandy 2013-11-30 13:09:47

Yes, being completely alone for a day or two can really be a fulfilling and peaceful experience. Years ago, my family was out of town for the weekend and a huge snowstorm hit Friday night. I couldn’t even open the screen door the snow was piled so high. But the kitchen was well-stocked and I had no need to go out, so I didn’t bother shoveling. I turned up the heat a few degrees, stayed in my PJs all weekend and just watched movies. One of my most memorable experiences!


Carolina 2013-12-01 14:29:59

OMG thanks for the shoutout! I hope you got off hard!

Happy Thanksgiving!


cosmo pinciotti 2013-12-02 16:27:48

I wished my sensuousness was that distinct as yours: you’re really celebrating all kinds of feelings that you have… like you were hunting them, deeply addicted to the will to feel. excellent post! almost divine in my eyes.


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